tell me more.

if only i know what i want in life.
i can be more focused and know exactly what i want to do..
it aint easy sometimes.
im trying but somehow it doesn't seem to work.

i dont like grey lines.
it makes me think if i should say or do.
the consquences that come after.
it's dire.
maybe i shouldn't.
we'll see.

i think i drink too much.
i got to stop.

backpacking?
thailand, cambodia and vietnam..
thinks hard.
will be away for a month plus if i do..