is that what it is?

sometimes i dont like the feeling when im reminded that it's a 1 player's game.
or that it's a game unknowingly all along..
should i walk away for good?
i'm totally fine when im in front of the person.
i see the person as a good fren.
i just dont want to change my impression of that someone.
but when things are put in front of the table,
it's altogether a different matter.
not that im still affected but the flash back of wat took place after makes me wonder whether everything happened was true.
or was it just an illusion.