been thinking..
it's been a tough ride over the past 2 months.
nothing assuring came out of it.
how consoling it can get sometimes.
empty promises.
words.
actions. ok, maybe a little consoled here.
but it stops there?
nah.. it backtracked...
into little confusion.
help!
y bother with all the actions?
to prove something and not following up after that?
that little hope there.. are so futile.
it makes matter worse doesn't it?
just disappointed.
in the end, has to clear up the mess and tell myself that's life.
you bump here and there.
not hoping anything.
wala! suddenly something nice happens but before you can enjoy it,
it's gone.
u ask yourself y it was there even in the first place..